How are you? Are you taking care of yourself? I know we haven’t met yet but I have had a lot on my mihs lately and your one of the main topics. I have been talking to God lately about you and honestly I can’t stop. I think about you all the time when though I don’t know who you are and I know I say future but I wonder if your actually near or far. I pray for you every single day and that your such an amazing person.
I’m trying to become the best lady I can be because I already know you deserve the world and I wish I could say I have always been the person I become but really that’s not the case. See I’ve had a past where a lot of people made a lot of selfish mistakes but I’m so thankful I found Jesus because it has changed my heart. I’ve turned from my old ways and completely started a new. See my point us I want you in my future because I’m not only tired of waiting for you but because I feel the urge to be with you.
I’m scared to catch feelings for anyone anymore. Because at the end of the day I’m always the one who gets hurt. Dear future husband I want you to know that I will love you forever even when times get hard. I don’t want to spend 3 or 5 years with you. I want to have a lifetime with you. I know you will feel like some days I’m a lot but that’s because we are humans and we do make mistakes yes.
I want a future where you and I will be bestfriends and full of love with each other. And when we fall out of love let us remind ourselves of the love God had in store for us before we even met. I will always remind you of your worth and how important you are to me. I want you to be a role model to our kids and their kids too. I know you don’t know me now but the time where we get to finally meet we are going to wish that we knew each other before that.
Only a few decades remaining and I’m going to meet you soon enough when the timing is right. Hope this makes us both feel the sparks ignite.
From your future wife.
Xd. LILIAN LETICIA.